as4030september 27, 2021its been a hectic god knows how long and i just want to check in with myself. i’ll do bullet points because theres a lot of things that’s…Sep 28, 2021Sep 28, 2021
as4030february 22, 2021today brought back so much family trauma. my sister was surprised i remembered our dad’s birthday, and i got really triggered by that. i…Feb 23, 2021Feb 23, 2021
as4030january 31, 2021i am in a much better headspace, enough to reflect on how anxious and depressed i was living at home.Feb 1, 2021Feb 1, 2021
as4030november 12, 2020i think my parents are presenting me with RIDICULOUS roadblocks because they want me to follow a set path that they envision, something…Nov 12, 2020Nov 12, 2020
as4030november 4, 2020my anxiety is out of control and ive had good and bad days.Nov 4, 2020Nov 4, 2020
as4030october 28, 2020lying in bed, i think i just discovered a lot of shit about myself.Oct 27, 2020Oct 27, 2020
as4030october 16, 2020ive recently stopped being able to feel as sad when my family does something shitty to me. its scary that im almost now used to them when…Oct 16, 2020Oct 16, 2020
as4030october 13, 2020i feel like because im never allowed to make my own decision, i dont know how to do that anymore.Oct 13, 2020Oct 13, 2020
